i hate maths.. seriously i do.
i wanna study on my own, i wanna be independent.
dad, pls.. i wanna study maths on my own,
and other subjects..
pls..
i beg you..

CRAZY- SIMPLE PLAN

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
Won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photo shop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren't how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy
Is everybody going crazy

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share

eng compo, wrote abt my missing handfone.. ya.. letter writing format, got a mistake.. shit..


omg.. at 0000, i was msging him!!! omg. till 0045.. omg. i know when is his birthday!!! lmao.. LOL


chi exam tt time, we had to change place. looked to my right, omg. sam is beside me!!! LOL. den doing doing.. gt a indian teacher came.. she starting talking.


dunno y, i started laughing.. real loud. actually i stopped laughing. heard samantha's breathing.. makes me laughing.. more LOUD! omg. tt indian teacher looks pissed. everyone was laughing.. hahahahaha!!!


i started to like you. not because of your looks. i like you for who you are. seriously i do. i miss you so much. i would die to see you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

tmr is the first paper le..
tmr is my dad's birthday..


shucks.. exams fever. i'm getting butterflies in my stomach. cuz, once i failed eng, have to pass every other sub. shucks..


failed my chi test badly.. gt less den 20 over 30.. most ppl won me. even my sis.. so scared my chi cant make it thru the EOYE.. haiz.. )=


saw him.. durin recess time. din noe clara & my sis chose the table, which was directly infront of dem.. omg. omg.. i'm oso facing dem lor.. changed place wif sam.. lolx. den, heard my name being called. was it an illusion? maybe..


had a maths test.. again.. seriously, i do not even know how to do a prob wif polygon.. shit.. stupid me..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

2 more days to the first paper.
2 more days to my dad's birthday. (:


having headaches this few days.. shit. so sickening..


sci lessons, slept thru the whole class, lydiana helped me to do corrections. thnks lydia! =D


lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks lit sucks.. lit sucks big time. saharah is boring! T.T but i laughed everytime when its time for her lessons..


no music today.. music room being used for examinations.. shucks. really wanted to finish up watching tt violin show.. went to lib. poor divina, tt stupid librarian, say tt the table isnt big enuff for the 7 of us.. nonsense. still can even fit for 2 or 3 more person. spite her. esp 1 table. hate it.. stupid shit's table.. hp stealer.


hate 2/7 boys. seriously i do. noisy like hell.. shit..


i'm begining to wonder, am i just being silly? i'm still waiting.. waiting.. waiting for you.

took this foto from shih han.. this foto is so hilarious! =D

adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

3 more days to the first paper..


the first paper is nearing le.. getting freaked out.


got back maths class test paper. first got 22/30.. den saw 1 mistake.. shout for mr yip.. in the end got 24/30.. yays!! xD


no express maths today.. yays! mr kerk went for re-service.. hahahahaha! wondering if he shaved his head. i would love to see it. (:


after sch went out wif sam, sharon, clara, pf and my sis. sat on the floor.. saw 1 really adorable baby.. all of us waved for her.. i think is a girl.. she kept looking at sam.. sam declares that the baby loves her. T.T .. hahaha.. okay..


after tt.. a man riding a bicycle rode past us.. he kept staring.. esp at sam's skirt there.. OMG.. bian tai!! haha.. den he somemore park his bicycle.. all of us were sooo freaked out that we ran and ran.. i looked back.. he was watching us.. EEEEEEE.. bian tai bian tai!!! LOL


went to the toilet after tt.. i was re-tying my hair.. sooo messy.. okay.


den a girl came out from a cubicle.. and she say, "is there someone in your class name joyce??" i was shocked.. den clara point to me.. and told her i was joyce.. she sae ohh.. i kept looking at her. wondering how she know my name.. den i told her.. "how you know my name is joyce??" she kept smiling and said, "ohh!! nth nth.." seriously.. i dont know her.. how she know my name?? goodness..


i miss him so much.. seeing those places he once stepped. i had flashbacks. i rmbed lots of things.. i miss you..


adios!


good day..


imc. (((:

looking back at those times.
i had a chuckle
once or twice.

i miss those times.. (:

sickening headache.
sickening life.
sickening exams.
grrr..
sickening words.
sickening bitches.
sickening bastards.
sickening love for maple.
shucks.

omg..
the pain in my head is still hurting me..

i think its a brain tumor..
hurts real bad.
like a screwdriver screwing thru you..
omg.
can you imagine the pain i'm suffering?!

shucks..

6 more days to the first paper..


i had a dreadful headache. omg. hurts alot. ):


p.e tt time. cant stop laughing.. even during running. my stomach wanna burst liao. hahahaha.. played soccer. T.T


had a maths test todae.. shucks. first qus wrong le.. during e test, i was whispering , "lydiana! lydiana! last qus B!!! i dunno hw to do!" omg. okay.. managed to do it correctly anyway.. hehehe.


having a sci remedial tmr.. bored.


sickening, hav to spend this whole fucking weekends doing some stupid preparation for tt stressing EOYE.. i wanna study myself father!!! i wan to learn things from myself. i wan to learn to be independent. i can and i will learn to be one.


whats the matter with me?? whats all the foul mood for?!?!


btw..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOELLE!!! =D


i really do miss you loads. but you did not seem to feel the same way. i'm not disappointed or anything.. i miss you..


imc. (((:

i miss him so much.
was i dreaming today??
nah.
bye. ^^

7 more days to the first paper.


seriously. this must be the most happiest day of my life. hehehe, =)


hm econ was great! we had our presentation. oli decided to say while i click. den oli was practically shaking, i was trying not to laugh. omg. den after sae le, i forget to take out the diskette.. OMG paiseh. den lk's grp cooked porridge. omg. porridge for a party?? goodness. after tt we had free time, our grp there was the most noisiest! we sang tt intro song of mr bean. mdm aishah sae tt hungry ghosts can come le.. hahahaha!!!


durin recess, saw ruthra & puvanes, smiled at dem. suddenly ruthra pulled me to tt indian guy, which was a fren of him. den guess wad tt guy said to me?? "hi *his name*" omg.


took back hist papers! guess wad?? i've finally passed history!!! =D yays!


after sch.. omg. saw him.. omg. playin the guitar. omg. went wif clara and my sis to buy sth. den walk walk walk, walk past dem. den he & his frens was there. den someone made a sound *ahem*.. tt sound. den all of dem like laughing.. T.T i guess dey saw me..


after buying, walked past there.. heard someone sae, "oh my god" =D seriously man.. i was smiling & lauging like siao.


after eating. went hm wif jie, pf & sam. saw him crossing e road wif his fren. (:


this is the happiest day of my life! xD


adios


good day..


imc. (((:

i live life on my own.

8 more days to the first paper.


seriously, i do hate firdaus, farhan, zl, tt idiot hu stole my hp, naz, senen, syafiq's screamings, ananda, almost everyone, esp the boys.


jes!!! you shuld nt hav told me.. mood's going down.. srry..


really cant stand 2/7 anymore. tt fucking noise. oh god. pls..


drawn this during my free time. (:



LYDIA LOVES JOYCEY!!! its true k?? =D


after sch went outside to eat wif olivia.. shocked tt soo mani sec 2s actually smoke.. goodness. i'm not gonna pinpoint ppl (:


went to do hm econs project, which was due tmr. our ish name was "pan-fried fish with mango salad" yeah.. =)))


i'm choco-cravin! ^^


i'm not missing him anymore. i'm free of love. (:


adios!


good day..

9 more days to EOYE.
looks like i'm doing a countdown here.. T.T
freaked out.


i cant seem to get my addiction on maple off. shit. help me someone!!! i've got to stop mapling awhile.. temporary. shucks..


i seem to have loads of emotions today.. mixed. moodswing. whatever.. and during recess.. found a stupid hair in my noodles.. fuck.. nv gonna buy frm tt stall again. EVER AGAIN.


hm econs project is due soon. on thurs. oli and me gonna do it tmr. our food's name is, " pan-fried fish with mango salad (thai)" hahahas.. her mum gave e recipe. LOL. (:


my feeling for him seems to fade away.. day by day..


adios!


good day..


watching it all fade away..
adapted from, "Everything burns"

focus
study
tts all i have to do.
shucks.
i've really got to stop mapling.
seriously..

10 more days to the first paper.


mr lim is funny. makes me laugh all the time. (:

heart shape. (:
my name!!! w/o the C & the E =P
and i din forget huiyi! work hard!!! xD

bye peeps!


good day..


imc. (((:

12 more days to the first paper; english.
i'm freaked out.
esp the express maths paper.
work hard 2/7!!! =D


imc. (((:

i love metal slug!
i love mapling!
i love everything!


bye. =)


imc. (((:

its 0016!!! xD


came to post the time. =P


imc. (((: